Don't get me wrong, I love that I can be in school and get an education, and I am grateful for the opportunity, because not too many people even have that. I love learning, too. I just don't love standardized learning. I want to learn about things I like, not things that someone else thinks I should learn about. And I want to learn it on my own time. Basically, I am tired of being in school. There. I said it.
This is me on the inside when I have school work to do...
And honestly... I HATE when I have to stop cooking dinners to finish a school project. I HATE it. We don't eat well around finals time.
Now that I am married, I am anxious to do what I know I would be better at. No more school, I want to be a mom and a homemaker. Take care of my kiddos, try new recipes at least once a week, keep the house clean, and teach my kids valuable skills. It is there that I know I will contribute to society, not school. Some people are better at being in school, and are great at challenging themselves with the next standardized test. Some are great at going to work all day. I want to work at home. With my kids. I want to raise my kids, that is why I am having them. I'm not having kids just to send them away to a preschool all day, to be raised by someone who just wants my business. Nope.
So why am I even in school? Well, I want to finish what I started. I put in a lot of work and money into school the past few years, and I don't want to just stop half way through. I also want to be an example to the kiddos. (Go to college, kids!)
So now that I am almost done with school (just a few months left!), I don't want to waste any time with getting my homemaking on! To finally do something I know I will be good at! I'm being really impatient. I want it to happen now. I just have to endure the next few months...
And then, this will be me every day...
Okay, maybe not... the heels would wear on my after a while. This will probably be me...
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